Last Christmas, I gave you my..

harp!

But the very next day, the strings fell apart..

New day, new smiles, new decisions.

I just finished up recording some pre-med stuffers. Now I'm shivering like my old vibrating car because I just had a cup of frozen fruit cocktail. There are no more cherries left, my brother ate them all. Just kidding, he's sleeping, I ate them all. I hope one day, I won't say, I don't have much of a heart left, I loved them all too much. Neh, that won't happen. I still have most of it left, don't worry, future husband.

IT's been awhile since I've felt so relaxed. The air finally smells 'soothing' and peaceful. Don't you hate it when something bugs you so much that you get depressed, but yet, you have no clue what the heck is bugging you? Thank you, you, for being so splendidly patient with me. Today was quite rough, chasing after something I've felt quite apathetic and stubborn about. But to know that it could be gone, I finally felt like I do need it to keep living. HAH, it ain't a boy or La Vic's terrific quesadilla, it's just a class. A class that could keep my mind focused and enriched with thoughts that are actually important and beneficient to my future. Big HEY!

Sometimes I wish you can catch yourself before you say hypocritical things.

Isn't it dissapointing when you lose your respect for someone you once highly admired?

I'm going to make something out of this sloth! Only I can persue my dream! But you sure can influence it.