wonderful simply just

sometimes, when you're way too caught up in exhausting momments that you tend to forget about your own fears, hopes, and miseries until they just explode in your face like a volcano. then, you must bend down and slowly gather up the dried ashes by yourself with your own bare feet and hands until the next mountain of chaos errupt. but when you actually have gloves and sturdy boots covering your most vulnerable areas, everything just feels less painful. you feel comforted. blessed. and unbelieveably content.

3/05/05
second.

my chaffeur gracefully picked this badly dressed girl up at 1100 and dropped her off at an interesting pizza place. ordering mooshu dork delightfully resulted in an "interesting" kind of slap back in the face. hoison sauce. green onions. shiitake mushrooms. random. asianie. kind of pizza. while digesting around the willow glen area, the girl and the boy noticed that everyone seemed to know each other. it was like a big green beautiful garden. ladies walked their dogs. couples held hands while they sipped jamba juice. mothers and kids painted on pottery bowls and plates. everyone was family.

by 1, the chauffeur drove the girl to the parking lot of the egyptian musuem where they then headed inside to be stopped by a monsterous lady, whom threw forth many obstacles before they could enter the museum of artifacts. there were mummies of cats, gazelles, alligators, and lotsa humans. dead people, live people, there were people everywhere! the musuem was fascinating! the girl enjoyed reading the descriptions and awing at the visuals. they had a self tour of a wannabe pyramid. shei felt like she was touring a new century. she was just about to meet cleopatra and kind ramees, too!

thank you for today. i am eternally grateful for your words and actions. you have been continuing to prove me to wrong in the many thoughts that i have had on one of the most indisputable issues of my life. may we last.