i should go to the bathroom..

but i'm scared that someone will steal my backpack and money and expensive books and pretty tin pencil case and my brand spankin new spiffy calculator. so the results of sitting cross legged and lack of breathing will one day lead to development of kidney stones. but oh well, i could die of other things. like arterial sclerolosis. yes, i could eventually die of things i can't spell correctly, too.

the fight of my two superego male lab partners continued from last wednesday again. it's a battle of hell vs. hell. the war keeps repeating itself. the fight is everlasting. this verbal war has got to end. i'm stuck with these two guys who desparately hate each other for lab every wednesday. i, being (trying) to be the nice one, have become the glue between these two young gentlemen. their egos have smoked up the house and are starting to melt this glue. they each tell each other to get a new lab partner next week or be in a different group next week. i, in some odd way, feel wanted in the most randomest atmosphere. however, sometimes they're sexist. they make me get the material even when it's just a feet away from them. so, i guess i don't really feel special being in this group eh, i feel used. then wanted when they can't stand each other. then back to being their servant. i wish my friends were in my lab. they're weaksauces! they're in the physics for future docs n biologists. as for me, i'm working with the future engineers of the silicon valley. these rich fools who will live on the hill while i will be selling flowers at the corner of 4th and polly street. our future engineers will be sexist and intolerable. help this little biochemistry girl out by buying a $5 ticket to the cultural show this upcoming friday. all proceeds will go towards tsuanami relief funds:D (i'm really just kidding. wait, i am selling tickets tho!)

yeah. i like trying to match sometimes. today i wore all light colors except on unseen places. it was fun. even my socks were white. because of that, i felt light. i felt like i was in the shade all day today. i was a shadow. a soft spoken one. anyhow, i like how the color of my clothes can affect my mood.

now i will lightly wave goodbye to you. faretheewell.