oh mind, why do you cease to help me out

i quickly picked up my pace as i strung up from gramma chair while i was brushing my teeth because the toothpastey white stuff was overflowing, i noticed that the only thing that i was focusing at, the interpreter packet, stayed in focus while everything else around my room was a big blur. i only wish i could do that with the important things in my life. i just wish i know when to blur certain things out and leave the more essential priorites in contact on a string.