Wednesday, March 30, 2005

a whatever kind of day

after several hours of feeling pathetic and mournful and sorrow, my mood is suddenly uplifted by a familiar smile filled with love from a source of good.

i am a woman. a woman of moods.

i want to dip into a thousand layer of flavors.

i have sunk into the darkest hours. experienced a sense of scorn and hatred. swore to bring shame into this body. lashed out angry marks against my own flesh. and once again, hoped to never cross the same path with this miserable side again.

i just want everything to be dandy; but that's not what dwells on this earth.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

i shall try my best to make you feel completely different from what you felt today! i love you :)

9:39 PM  
Blogger steph said...

oh doodoo, if i were there, i'd take you out for shaved ice and a smiley face and a friendly talk and a prayer, of course. :) i missa youuuuu...we dont get enough time together.
bad days are a good time to remember that Gods got our backs no matter the circumstances and loves us so faithfully. And He's our one and only true refuge.
since we dont get every day together anymore, i will tell you about my day. i had class, work, and ive been in my room all night. bleh. and i didnt even have anything good to eat today. oh wait, i ate 3 cookies. yum. the end, bye doodoo!

12:14 AM  

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